so effin hip....

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:44:38 GMT

summer is over. SO crazy, it's been almost two monthes since I last wrote in this thing...so what is new in my life?
my job at jml is going good
i start school tomorrow
ashley and her two year old daughter avrey moved into my house and have been living here for over a month
slayer (parakeet) died this week :-(
goota go more later

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:27:54 GMT

So i'm sittin upstairs waitin for john to get home..he finally got his own car today and he's comin back with it from the vineyard and i'm stoked. i'm also stoked cause i quit the bank and got a new job at jml as a cna..i start tomorrow..i was supposed to start tuesday but i had food poisoning and i was in the ER yesterday & today..but i'm finally feeling better..that shit sucks..any ways i gotta go clean...

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:15:00 GMT

SO..it's almost july, well it will be july tomorrow. tomorrow i will have officially been living at my moms for a whole month..soo crazy. time is really flying by. i took a bartending class for two weeks, it was pretty sweet..so maybe someday i can get a job doing that and make bank. John has a new job where he makes great money but he goes away a lot, it has it's up and downs i guess. Today I worked at csa from 830-1130am..then i hung out with ashley and we took avery to the play ground and to get ice cream and she came with me to look at an apartment, but it was wayyy too small. oh well. i'm gonna go have dinner with my mom & jim and wait for john to get home..

waiting for john to get outta the shower...

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:17:27 GMT

so. biggest news i guess is that i got engaged! on 3-29-08..john and i went to the vineyard to spend the night at paul and amy's house and i guess everyone was in on this (including my mom) so he proposed to me in front of the edgartowne lighthouse. my ring is beautiful, it's his family ring that was passed down from his great grandmother. any ways. what else is new? i got a new phone, it's pimp, it's a pantech and it's one of the phones that slides so i'm pretty much in love with it. i got my purse back from the drycleaners and it's totally fixed so i'm psyched. also were 'fostering' a cat from the shelter..she's an older cat but mad chill i almost want to keep her. but i gotta go run errands with john peace

february.

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 13:23:50 GMT

So. I havn't updated in like a month. it's 815 am and snowing outside, i have class at 10 but i hope it gets cancelled before then cause there's a lot of accidents on the road. my life hasn't changed much in the past month. i dropped my developmental psych class at 4cs so now i'm only taking 3 and my cna class at the tech, which i didnt have this week cause it's school vacation for highschool so i guess everythings closed. saturday night was pretty crazy. i worked at the bank during the day then ben bri josh and stephanie came over. lots of drinking. stephanie like flipped out cause some crazy shit happened and she wound up like running through the halls and yelling and stealing a fire extinquisher. unfortunately it got wayy outta hand and the other tennants here were gonna get pissed cause it was like 3am and mad loud. john had to call the cops cause she wouldnt leave and let me drive her home. so they came and she didnt get arrested they just had me drive her home and the whole thing really wasnt so bad. alright im gonna go study for my microeconomics quiz in case we have clas today -fingers crossed that we dont-.

busy week..finally my day off

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 21:49:29 GMT

So this week had been sooo busy..I'll start with last tuesday i worked at csa 10-145 then i went to falmouth to get highlights in my hair (its like wow blonde now) then i went to my first night of class at upper cape tech. I'm taking a class to get CNA certified. Wednesday I had to go up to middleboro for teller refresher class for the bank. it was from 9-330 but it wasnt that bad cause i got paid for it and gas and mileage. then i didnt do too much, karli came over for a while and it was good to see her. thursday i had to go to a csa training thing up in shrewsbury from 8-4 which i also got paid for but it was a long day and i had to go right to my class at tech afterwards. the csa training was two days long so i had to go back again all day friday. then i went to the gym and stuff and neal came over. saturday i worked 830-330 at the bank then went to the gym then worked 530-645 at csa. then neal came over for a while. yesterday i worked 930-6 at csa and i was sooo tired when i got home. now i finally have a day off and john and i hung out all day and went to woods hole and ran errands and picked up kenny and we looked at some cars and sat down with someone at a car dealership cause john is looking to finance one. now were back here and im just watchin him and kenny play wii then i gotta go to homework for my cna class...peace

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 13:30:45 GMT

so its almost 830 in the morning and im about to go change and go to work but i just wanted to post an entry quick cause im pretty happy. john finally got a legit job roofing thats on the books and has health insurance..even though he just got accepted for masshealth which is awesome cause it takes a huuge load of stress off my back. also, he quit smoking again the other day and who knows how long it will last but at least he's trying. I just got my grades from 4cs the other day and i got straight As in all my classes and this means my GPA for the term is a 4.0 and my career GPA is a 3.79, needless to say i'm psyched. yesterday i worked 1030-330 at the bank then ben came over..i took a nap while him and john played wii, madd tired definitely havnt been getting enough sleep. then i just like went to the gym and stopped by my moms and stuff and went to bed really early. in other news, my only complaint is i still need to get off cape cause pretty much everyone i know here sucks and i seriously don't think i have any real friends any more, or ever did for that matter, i'm not really that worried about it though cause were trying to move away from here when the lease is up. i hate everyone i hang out with, and everytime i leave any where i feel like i get talked about, or i hear that i do, people need to get their own lives and stop trying to live mine. my life is really really good right now, i just hope i can get it to stay that way...

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 22:37:44 GMT

im nineteen..werd. my birthday really wasnt that exciting..john and i just went christmas shopping that night but nothing interesting happened. saturday was the christmas parade in mashpee commons so me john neal and bri watched it out my window. sundayyy i worked 12-8 at csa then bri and neal spent the night.....yesterday i had class from 8-950 then from 230-520..it was my last day of my counseling and crises intervention class. i can't believe this is the last week of classes. pete and neal came over last night and i got pulled over while i was driving them home...i have a taillight out and a headlight and a cracked windsheild and a missing hubcap..all of which i will never be able to replace as it is so good thing i didnt get a ticket...i worked til 230 at csa today now im here watching tv with john and neal...werddd

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:22:05 GMT

december tomorrow. this fall is falling/flew by...thanksgiving came and went..john and i spent it at his grandparents house and that was fun..last week on my way to school i ran outta gas in my own car (first time this has happened in my car and it was not any fun waiting 45 minutes for triple a in some bitchy lady's driveway)...yeah..and last week eriika came home for a while and that was cool..we hung out aaaand went to justins and laughed at all the guys being drunkkk...aaand i'm going to be 19 in 7 days. holy crap, life is feels like it's fucking flying. john got a christmas tree today:) and it looks soo amazing in our apartment...i gotta run

already november..

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 21:57:21 GMT

and that's so crazy. things are good. school is good. work is good. john and i are good. halloween was last week it was fuckin crazy. john justin kenny neal and i had a fire then we kinda went trick or treating..well kenny went trick or treating lol and we saw an adult dressed up as jean simmons from kiss walking by himself..and it was so creepy. any way..there was no school today cause of the power outage form the storm on saturday. it was cool to have a day off from every thing cause that doesnt happen often..nothing else is new.

update

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 05:48:41 GMT

yeah.it's been like a month.
things worth writing about:
-i started school, i love all my classes, i'm taking oral communications, english comp2, and counseling&crises intervention..i was taking philosophy too but i dropped it cause it was bogus.
-been working at the bank and CSA and loving both...CSA just gave me some case management hours which is sweet, i'll be working one on one with people and it's going to be awesome. i'm also still working in their recreation department.
-last weekend john and i went to florida with my mom cause she had a work conference down there. it was soo sweet cause we got to go to disney world and universal studies, we had a blast even though we were only there for a couple days.
-on monday i got inducted to the honor society at school, and i'm so fucking psyched because i've never gotten good grades before, let alone been in an honor society
my life is pretty much awesome and i'm sooo happy with everything which doesnt happen very often. but it's almost 2am and i'm watching john and neal play video games and i really need to get some sleep cause i work at 830 tomorrow at the bank. <3

end of summer

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:14:37 GMT

so this is my last night of summer..i go back to school tomorrow at 8am..but it's cool i'm actually kind of excited cause i think i'm really going to like my classes. i gave my two weeks notice at cape cod child development..so i only have a few more days there. the bank is hiring me part time now instead of just a saturday teller. and i got a second job at community support associates which i think i'm gonna like it, i had some training tonight. so yeah..it's been a good summer and john and i went to sixflags on sunday which was mad fun and i got the tickets for 25$ cause i work at the bank..but i gotta go.

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 03:19:12 GMT

So it's august. and almost the end of august. this summer went by wicked fast. the past few days have been good...sunday john and i took the boat over to marthas vineyard to meet paul and amy and we all took the ferry to chappaquiddick island and went driving on the beach which was maddd fun, then we went out to dinner there with a few other people and we took the boat home. monday i worked 1130 to 530 at cape cod child development..then john neal and i went to open mic night in woods hole and we walked to taft playground and stuffs. it was fun, then justice came over and spent the night. yesterday i worked 930 to 530 at cape cod child development and thenn came home and pretty much went to bed. today i worked 930to 530 and then john and i headed to hyannis and got smoothies at common ground and picked up justice and he came grocery shopping with us at bjs..thenn we all came back here and justice left with shawn and john and danielle came over for a bit and they just left. yeahh things have been good. nothing really exciting has happened lately except john and i saw incubus on the 12th and the bank of america pavillion in boston and that was ill. uhh nothing else to say

good week, good summer

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 22:11:17 GMT

monday - worked 930-530 at cape cod child development...came home went to the hospital with john to visit pete..went to falmouth picked up corey..schmoked and chilled out for a while and checked out some stores on mainst. came home.

tuesday - worked 930-8 between both jobs..went to hyannis with john to this girl marissa's house to get crunk with neal lindsey and chris

wednesday - I ACTUALLY HAD A DAY OFF. for like the first time this summer lol. i went over my moms in the morning and helped her with some yardwork..thenn john and i headed to boston for the day but we ended up leaving around 5 cause we got caught in the rain with no rain gear..but we managed to make it back to cape just in time to catch the falmouth fireworks from my car in the walmart parking lot

thursday - i worked 930-8 between both jobs..thenn ERIKA CAME OVER CAUSE SHES HOME FROM FLORIDA FOR THE WEEK!! and andy came with her and jon and danielle and gabe and pete came over too. and pete stayed over.

friday - i worked 930-530 at cccd then john and i hung out around our house for a while and ordered some delivery from zoes..then we walked down to mashpee highschool and met up with ryan chris jon and danielle to watch the fireworks. then ryan and chris came over for a little while.

saturday - ..was a catastrophe. i worked 9-6 at beachside village then john and i were SUPPOSED to go to the movies but while i was at work him and neal got too drunk at pauls house and they wouldnt let them drive home (thanfully) so i had to drive all the way to wareham to pick them up (got lost in wareham for an hour first), hung out at pauls for a little while then headed home, alynna had to follow me home in the hyundai and someone else had to follow her in her car and pick her up. then i had to drive neal and lindsey home from mashpee. it was a biig hassle.

today - got up early and went to the gym. came home, neal came over, i left and had lunch at 99 with erika, dropped her off at home and went to the pow wow with neal and john for like all of 20 minutes, i think we spent more time finding a place to park then actually in the pow wow but it was just too hott out. then we just came home and hung out around the house for a while. now i'm at work at beachside from 5-8 and i'm bored so i wrote this thing out.

summer

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 21:37:02 GMT

so this summer is still going really good (with one minor crises). any ways. wednesday i worked 930-3 at cape cod child development then went to the mall with john to run some errands and we met up with kassie and juli and stopped by naytans house for a while then kassie and juli slept at my house and we got crunk..thursday i worked 930-8 between both jobs then neal came over and went home and jon and danielle came over for a little while. friday i worked 930-530 then we went to the old apartment cause the lease was up yesterday and we still had some cleaning to do so we did that..and we went to brandons for a little while..and jon and danielle came over and helped us then stayed at our new house. saturday i worked 9-6 at beachside thennn john and i went to the carnival in the mall parking lot with jon and danielle and we met up with tara and this kid justice that i don't really know that well aaand we all hung out there for a while and then john and i left to pick up pete and john danielle tara and justice met us back at our house and we chilled for a while and pete stayed over. and we dropped pete off this morning and then went to the beach with jon danielle justice and tara..so now i'm working at beachside from 5-8 which is really lame cause i tried to call in but couldn't reach the manager lol. hmph.
any waysss..this summer is going so good even though i've been working a lot, i'm still having a lot of fun..AND even though this certain slut by the name of colby fish tried to get with john..yeah..never gonna happen, biatch. pshht. she's fat any ways. i'm gonna go.

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 21:44:55 GMT

so, this summer is going really good so far. i can't believe it's almost july..i got a raise at beachside village so i'm making $11 per hour now and that's pretty friggin sweet. i'm working there right now from 4-9. yeah, i'm pretty much loving life. survey time.

Starting Time: 5:30

Name:May

Sisters: 3 half 2 step

Brothers: none

Eye Color: hazel..mostly green

Shoe size: 8 ish but it depends on the shoe

Height: 5'5

What are you wearing rite now: khakis and a white t shirt

Favorite Boys Name: oscar

Favorite Girls Name: iris, aja, miriah..i duno there's lots

Favorite Drink: soderr

Favorite Month: september ish

Favorite Breakfast: umm.there's a lot of breakfast food i love

***********Have You Ever*****************

Bungee jumped: no

Made yourself throw-up? yeah, but only cause i was sick

Gone skinny dipping? yup

Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes

Broken a bone: my toe lol

Played Truth or Dare: yes

Been in a police car: yes..unfortunately

Been on a plane: yes

Came close to dying: yeah

Been in a sauna: yeah

Been in a hot tub: yesh

Swam in the ocean: yes

Fallen asleep in school: yes

Broken someone's heart: accoding to that person

Cried when someone died: yes

Cried in school: yerp

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call if your bored: when i was in like 8th grade

**********What is-****************

Your room like: niiice

What is the last thing you ate: cheese calzone..mmm

-------------------------Ever Had- -------------------------------

Chicken pox: yes

Sore throat: yea

Stitches: yes

Broken nose: aha just about

-------------------------Do You------------------------------------

Believe in love at first sight: no, just lust

Like picnics: yes

Like school: yeah

------------------------Questions----------------------------------------

Who was the last person you called: john

Who was the last person you danced with: umm people at karli's house

Who makes you smile? john, i duno a couple others

--------------------------Who--------------------------------------------

Did you last yell at: john

Who Do you Like? john derr

Do you like filling these out: yeah, it's something to do when i'm bored

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: neither

Do you like yourself: i'm alright

---------------------Final Questions---------------------------

What are you listening to right now? fax machine

What did you do today? chilled with john and colby, worked

Hate someone in your family? err kind of

Where do you want to get married? beach maybe

Good driver: nope

Talked to an ex: ew

Miss someone: sometimes

----------------------------Last person who---------------------------

Was in your bed? myself and john

Saw you cry? john

Made you cry? john

Went to the movies with? john jon and danielle..a while ago

You went to the mall with? john and chris (i think)..this was a while ago too

Been to California? yes

Been to Mexico? yes

Been to Canada: yes

Been to Africa: no

---------------------------Random------------------------------------------

Do you have a crush on someone: you could call it that

What books are you reading right now: none, no time

Best feeling in the world? there's a few

Future kids names: don't know yet

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no

What's under your bed: nothing right now

Favorite sport to watch? horse back riding

Favorite location? home

Piercing/Tattoos that you want: pierced: nose and belly button, tattoo: i want one but i'm not sure what yet

What are you most afraid of? lots of things

Who do you really hate? there's a couple

Do you have a job: two

Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? yeah

Are you lonely right now: kind of..i'm bored at work

Song that's stuck in your head right now: none

Have you ever played strip poker? yup

-----------------------------Random-----------------------------
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, sense of humor, intelligence, body

Your Favorite Food? so many

Have you ever cried for no reason? yes

Hugs or kisses? both

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn: butter

How many pillows do you sleep with? 4

Time Finished: 5:44

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 17:31:38 GMT

soo. yesterday was so good. i worked from 9-1 at beachside (which sucked) but then i went to boston with john and my mom and we saw the blue man group and it was soooo awesome. and then we ate at buggaboo creek and that was good too. then when we got home around 930 and colby and pete and gabe and amber and rueben came by for a while. it was good. friday was alright too. i worked 10-8 ish between both jobs then jon danielle colby and neal came over. today i'm working 12-8 at beachside while john moves the rest of our furniture into our new apartment :)..then i dunno but things are good!

moving

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 20:13:04 GMT

sooooooooo john and i got a new apartment!..in mashpe..ABOVE THE COMMONS AND ITS SOO PIMP(and huge and new and all hardwood floors and it has a dishwasher!!!!!!!!)! so yeah..we've started moving our shit in and what not and it's awesome and the lease in west falmouth is almost up and i just can'tfuckingwait! and we saw les claypool in boston at the roxy on friday and that was schweeet..and i'm at beachside right now working 2-8 and yeah..i think this is the happiest i've ever been and i'm so excited for summer.

survey to pass the time:

1) Where were you 3 hours ago?
moving shit into my new apartment

2) Who are you in love with?
johnny boy

3) Have you ever eaten a crayon?
can't say i have

4) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my cell phone charm diddy

5) When was the last time you went to the mall?
like a week and a half ago. ish.

6) Are you wearing socks right now?
no

7) Do you own a car worth more than $2000?
yesh

8) When was the last time you drove out of town?
friday

9) Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no

10) Are you hot?
nope

11) What was the last thing you had to drink?
coke

12) What are you wearing right now?
khakis and white t shirt

13) Do you wash your car or do you let the car wash do it?
i don't

14) Last food that you ate?
veggie melt..mmm

15) Where were you at this time last week?
i don't even know

16) Have you bought any new items of clothing in the last week?
no

17) When is the last time you ran?
few days ago

18) What was the last sporting event you watched?
i've never done that

19) What is your favorite animal?
my bird

20. Your dream vacation?
amsterdam

21. Last person's house you were in?
mine

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
idk

23. Have you been in love?
indeed

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yess

25. Last play you saw?
dk

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
haha

27. What are your plans for tonight?
work til 8 then i don't know

28. Who is the last person you sent a Facebook message or comment ?
i dont use facebook

29. Next trip you are going to take?
the drive home from work lol

30. Ever go to camp?
4h camp haha

31. Were you perfect in school?
school is gay

32. What do you want to know about the future?
don't care

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
already went

35. Where is your best friend?
at home

36. How is your best friend?
he's good

37. Do you have a tan?
no

38. What are you listening to right now?
nothingness

39. Do you collect anything?
nope

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
this bitch

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
in like february i think

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes

43. What does your last text message say?
"i miss you baby" AWWW

44. Do you like hot sauce?
sometimes

45. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday. ew.

46. Do you need to do laundry?
like always

47. What is your heritage?
mixed bag

48. Are you someone's best friend?
yes

49. Are you rich?
someday lol

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
playing mario party

Thu, 24 May 2007 23:27:28 GMT

so my grades finally came in the mail yesterday:
Studio art - B+
Intermediate algebra - B-
Abnormal Psychology - A
..not as good as last semester but i'm still content. things are good. over the weekend john and i went up north to visit his aunt and grandmother and we went to his aunt' s graduation party which was fun. sunday i worked and we went to the vineyard to hang out with amy and paul. yesterday i went shopping in providence with my mom and i got a sweeeeet new hair straightener. john and i had lunch at common ground today with jon and danielle then i worked 3-530 at cccd and now i'm at beachside til 8. after work i'm hanging out with john and neal, should be a good time. i'm getting pretty excited to move out of our apartment, the lease is up june 30th and hopefully we'll have another lease signed by then. which i'm almost positive we will and i think we just got the apartment we want. :) i'll write more laterrrr

stuffs

Tue, 15 May 2007 22:21:23 GMT

soo erika came back for a week, well she leaves tonight but she was back for a week. wednesday night erika, anders, danielle and jon came over and spent the night..well anders left at like 2 actually. and a couple other random kids came over here and there. i wish i knew how to post pics on here cause i have some good ones. i don't really even remember what happened thursday or friday. saturday i worked 9-5 then danielle jon colby and josh came over and we went to a party at karlis house but we didnt even get to stay that long cause all this crap was happening, not at the party but among all of us i guess, and i was bummed that we didn't get to stay..uhh sunday i worked like 9-4 and it was mothersday so i went out to lunch with my mom john and jim like halfway through my shift and that was sweet then after my shift john and i took the boat to the vineyard to have dinner with his mom, then paul and amy picked us up and we hung out with them for a while on the vineyard and took the 930 boat home. yesterday i worked at beachside for like an hour in the morning then i worked 3-530 at cape cod child development. then danielle and jon came over. then gabe and tony came over. then tara came over. and yeah it was fun. today i hung out with gabe for a while then i worked 3-530 at cccd and now im at beachside until whenever i want to leave...only cause we're going to start having someone here later at night i guess but the pool isnt even open yet soo i get to go home when i want...which is now :)

do not want to clean the bathroom

Tue, 08 May 2007 13:16:20 GMT

im so lazy. everyone just left and im bored. its been a good weekend/couples of days.
friday josh colby danielle and jon slept over..it was like a pajama party lol we got crunk and watched movies. saturday i worked 9-5 then john and i went to hyannis and ate at spiritus and waited around for jon and danielle and they came back to our house and spent the night..sunday i worked 9-5 then me john jon and danielle went to natick and saw the new spiderman in the movie theature..it was sickkkk i love imax..then we came back here and hung out and they spent the night. yesterday i worked 9-1130 at beachside then 3-530 at cape cod child development. then john and i got take out at steves and we went on a picnic lol..then josh and colby came over and we watched black christmas..it was scary but i fell asleep like 20 mins into it any way lol..but yeah josh and john just went to work and colby headed home so im bored and my assignment was to clean the bathroom and i dont feel like it lol..i work 11-530 at cape cod child development today cause its a half day..then i think im hanging out with jon and danielle..then ERIKA COMES HOME WEDNESDAY..woot.
any ways..i guess id like to say i think its a little funny when i hear that certain people that i have pretty much forgotten about are still talking about me. especially when they are constantly talking about events that took place in MY life that have nothing to do with them..when they don't even know the whole story..or really even some of the story. i just find that a little obsessive is all. im really glad ive surrounded myseslf with more productive people. but im gonna go clean now. see ya creeps.

420 weekend and john's bday tomorrow

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 18:09:38 GMT

so it's been a beautiful weekend. 420 was friday..i worked 930-530 at cape cod child development and that was good except the last hour. working with kids can be tuff, especially the age group i work with, but don't get me wrong i still love it. that night brandon, colby, and josh came over..we hung out and celebrate 420 lol..and went to dairy queen and watched honey i shrunk the kids :)..josh spent the night. yesterday was SUCH a good day. i had the day off from beachside cause we were supposed to go away for the weekend but it didn't end up happening..soo i could have worked but i guess i told a little white lie whoops. whatever, i'm so sick of working on beautiful weekend days for zero dollars an hour..(i still havn't gotten my paycheck for this week, which i was supposed to get on monday. pathetic. and when i finally got my check for last week is was 10 bucks short.) any ways..we woke up fairly early and went to hyannis in search of a nintendo wii cause that's what i'm getting john for his bday but they're like impossible to find..so after the hunt we went to mainst and i got a sandwhich at cafe dolci and we went and looked at pipes in the beachtree gallery cause i hadn't been there. everything in there is soo nice but a little out of my price range right now. boo. then we headed back to falmouth and met colby at old silver beach and sat on the beach for a while.. then we took a drive to petersons farm and walked all around the place and saw the sheep they were so cute :)...then we went to walmart and joblot and got supplies to make smores..and i got a venus fly trap at walmart! it's neat. thenn we came back to our house and waited til it was dark and lit a fire in the fire pit and made smores. our new neighbors hung out with us for a little while too...josh and colby spent the night. colby went home in the morning and josh came to hyannis with us to try again to get nintendo..we got it! it was a fiasco but john's very excited. he's quitting smoking, i'm thrilled. now i'm at work at beachside from 12-5 . i'm going to look at another apartment in sandwich at 6 which is good cause i never got to look at the other one cause the lady was kinda bullshittin me. everyone wish me luck, this guy seems nice so hopefully it works out.
<3

pissed off

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 15:17:43 GMT

So i'm at work right now from 9-5 at beachside..they still havn't paid me for my paycheck that i was supposed to get MONDAY..that's almost a week this is so pathetic..i've been applying for other jobs cause i can't take this bullshit any more, and they lied to me about it yesterday (they were DEFINITELY coming down to pay me and they were on their way..yeah, right, no one ever came so wtf?)..in other news i still love cape cod child development, it's a wicked cool job and this week is school vacation so i'll be getting more hours there than usual which is sweet, except tomorrow i'm actually not working cause it's a holiday..but i have to drive up to brockton to my mom's work cause i have to interview a mental health professional for my abnormal psyc. paper. i'm actually pretty excited cause i love that class. I can't believe school is over in like 3 weeks, that just seems so crazy..I already signed up for my new classes, i'm gonna be taking 4 classes which is cool..i just have to register on April 20th and i'm all set.
Things have been good lately. Yesterday I worked 9-5 at beachside and then I came home and Josh and Colby came over..they pretty much just hung out at our house until like 1045 but it was fun..then they left and around 12am Danielle and Tara came over..and paul stopped by for a little while too..danielle and tara spent the night..we watched little miss sunshine..I finally got to hang out with amber this week it's been way too long. the night before her birthday i went out to dinner with her and gabe at the roo bar and then we checked out the new mullen hall playground, it's soo sweet i really wish they had that when i went to school. I had missed amber a lot.
Any ways..I'm pretty excited about this upcoming week cause 420 is on friday and John's 21st bday is the 23rd. Also, we've been calling around about new apartments since we've made the final decision not to resign our lease. I'm stoked to find a cheaper place..we're supposed to go check out one in sandwhich sometime this week.
This is a really long entry so I'm gonna go now. Not to do any work though since I'm getting paid zero dollar an hour..pshh

two updates in one day. jesus crist.

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 18:08:00 GMT

i've been using this thing all the time lately. i'm gonna fill out a survey now cause i already did two of them as myspace bulletins..and work is SO boring today cause it's easter and no one is here but me. i already went to lunch and it was awesome. i have good pics i'll probably put on myspace when i get home.

Have you ever taken a picture of your eye?: when i was like 14

Do you actually have a favorite flower?: yes, orchids

Can you change a printer cardridge?: nope

Do you have sensitive skin?: not really

Do you recognize Justin Timberlake's songs?: a couple

When did you last have a cookie?: uhhh a couple days ago

Are you lactose intolerant?: nope

Are you a sarcastic person?: at times

Have you worn lipstick before?: yesh

Do you judge a person by how they dress?: not usually, unless it's completely necessary haha

Do you have a credit card?: yeah

Do you personally know anyone who has gone bankrupt?: actually yeah i do...sucks to be him huh?

Do you honestly watch very much TV?: nope

How many emails do you have?: 2, one i use now and one from 8th grade that i still check lol

What do you say to the statement, "Love is suicide": "you're gay" haha

If you couldn't swim, how would you save a drowning friend?: with a fish net! haha

Now you can swim. Your worst enemy is drowning. What do you do?: point and laugh.

Are you comfortable with your looks?: nope

Have you ever had sleep problems like insomnia?: kind of when i was younger

Have you ever been ripped off?: not really, but i've been charged more than i should have for cheap shit

Have you ever ripped someone off?: a couple times, but i don't think i'd do it again

Do you actually believe that Alaska is covered in snow?: don't know, i've never been there

Whats a better band name, "Polaris" or "The Apricots"?: the apricots hahaha

Have you ever taken a dance class?: for like 2 days when i was like 5

How many different instant messengers do you have?: one, but i'm rarely on any way

Are you an obsessive personality?: not really

Did/do you hate PE in school?: i hated it so much that i went to sturgis to avoid it haha

Would you ever take steroids?: umm no

Have you ever been in a movie theater when it is light?: yeah, cause it's cheaper to go during the day

Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex?: i want to trade bodies with someone for like a day..so i can know what it's like to have a dick

Do you take pictures of yourself for your Myspace (or other site)?: on occasion lol

Are you very good at running on rocks?: uh..if i have shoes on lol

Have you ever actually seen the ocean?: NO NEVER

Do you like minty or hot gum?: both

Do you like having a "cute" or a "hot" girlfriend/boyfriend better?: wtf cute AND hot bitches

Do you wear jewelry often?: ya

When did you stop believing the opposite sex was "icky" or "had coodies"?: like 3rd grade i think

What color is your keyboard?: this one at work is grey but the one at home is black

And your mouse?: the one at work is grey, i don't really have one at home cause it's a laptop

Speaking of mice, have you ever seen one?: i used to have a pet one..until my grandpa killed it :(

Ever been to Hollywood?: yeah and it's pretty ghetto

Have you ever experienced a hurricane?: when i was like 2 or 3

If you moved to florida and a hurricane hit, would you ever go back?: maybe, depends how bad the hurricane was

Do you honestly think brunettes are smarter than blondes and redheads?: no

Was your 8th grade math teacher a man or a woman?: woman

What's the weirdest name for a person you've ever heard?: i dk

Have you ever actually played tennis?: yup

What was the name of the kid that everyone made fun of in middle school?: may willner. hahaha

Ever met someone named Tom?: yes.

Who's the tallest person you've ever met?: uhh one of the sales people i work with here..or evan

Or most immature adult?: i can think of a few...

Do you smile with your teeth showing?: yes.

What's your favorite kind of chocolate?: milk

Can you make a weapon out of a tape measure?: probably

Do you have a Mac or PC?: PC.

What do you think of when you hear the word "Plume"?: pokemon lol

Ever been to Sea World?: yup

Do you have caller ID?: yes.

Did you ever have a huge group of friends at school?: sort of

Were/are your siblings loners?: i don't know my siblings well enough to know.

Were/are you a loner?: in middle school kinda

Do you actually listen to ACDC or just wear the shirts?: neither

Did your grandparents spoil you?: yeah when i lived with my grandpa he spoiled me R.I.P...:(

Ever made a fake email or online account just for the fun of it?: in middle school

How about for some real trouble making?: in middle school

Are you awkward around your latest crush?: uh we've been together for a year and 8 monthes so i think not

so that entertained me for all of like 15 minutes.

happy easter!!

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:07:52 GMT

soo i'm at work at beachside right now and it's easter...but i don't really care cause i get to leave at 12 to go have lunch at the flying bridge with my mom, john, jim, emily, and i think frank...so it'll be good..and then i'm coming back here until 5. this has been a good weekend so far..friday i got out of work at 7 and hung out with josh and john around my house for a little while..then we went and got dinner at steves pizza but on our way out josh tagged the wall outside and the owner came out and yelled at him..he offered to clean it up but the guy said to leave so we did and went over to kennys place cause he had like 7 or 8 people over...but like right after we got there my mom called me (she never calls past like 8pm and it was like 10) and says i need to come over cause the cops are at her house...so me and john and josh headed over and i guess what happened was the guy from steves got my liscense plate and called the cops (my car is still registered at my old adress so they went to my moms house and woke her up). soo no one got arrested which is good and the cops were actually pretty nice about it..and my mom wasn't really mad at all..even though i do feel wicked bad that she got woken up over something that stupid. sooo we went back to kennys and chilled there for a while and went back home around 1230 and josh spent the night..i went to bed right when i got home cause i had to work in the morning saturday but i was soo rudely awakened by a guest at beachside village at 1am (since i am the emergency contact now) so i had to get up and go let someone in at like 130 in the morning which really sucked but oh well. On saturday morning i got my certificate in CPR and first aid for cape cod child development..it wasn't bad cause the class was mad easy and didn't even last as long as they said it would...then i worked at beachside village until 5. when i got outta work john and i headed to hyannis and we got dinner at hooters..i got a chicken ceasar salad which made me really sick to my stomach for some reason, maybe i still havn't like adapted to eating chicken yet..i dunno..but then we went to the mall so i could get cards for my mom and step sisters for easter..and then we just headed home cause i wasn't feeling well and we watched part of final destination 3 and went to bed.. and this entry is mad long cause i'm really bored. but i'm gonna go now..happy easter<3